For the new year, I decided to
better prepare myself for my graduate studies by buying my books on the first
day of the semester. Those books were
really thick! I was feeling excited and nervous when I scanned through those
books. Excited because curriculum studies is essential in helping me to become
an effective educator. Feeling nervous as for this semester the focus will be
in narrative writing which I am not skilful at all. Well, that is exactly what
education is about… to learn and cultivate new skill, right? So I am going to
be open minded and go with the flow of things.
After reading Susan K. MacRae’s To be Human with Other Humans, it let me
see how important narrative writing can be.
It provides us a chance to observe the people affected not only in
physical or medical analysis but something deeper or even spiritual. Susan’s
mentioned of “Don’t let them get to you” is also the suggestion I received from
my senior mentor. All of the learners that participate at our organization come
from different age group and background, therefore of course, everyone will have
different problems and difficulties. In order to simplify my duties as a
teacher, I was told to be objective and not to be affected by their personal
problems. However, I soon realize that is not matching to my objective, which
is to let everyone learn and practise spirituality in order to achieve overall
wellbeing. If I do not guide them into
putting the skills into practise to overcome their problems, then they may not know what they should do and
thus will not have any results, which I will consider a failure on my part. Sometimes
I have to get more information about their problems, with their permission, and
find ways to help them improve the situations.
Our first class discussion was about
the definition of curriculum. I would think that I have the answer but after
our discussion, I became uncertain of my definition. As I gathered from some of the reading, curriculum
is the learning experiences through the contents which is purposefully set up to
achieve specific objectives. Curriculum is the tool to help students to learn
and develop skills, values, thoughts or behaviour. If one lacks a clear sense
of the purpose of education, then one is deprived of an essential means of
specifying what the curriculum should contain1. The word originates
from the Latin word currere referring
to the oval track upon which Roman chariots raced2. I would imagine
that the process of aquiring an education is like running the track, the horse
would represent the student, driven by a charioteer/teacher.
Since it is in a race, there must be pressure for the charioteer to direct the
horse to arrive at the finish line in the shortest time possible. This is
similar to our present day education as it is a race to finish according to the
contend as instructed within a time frame, while the teacher has to guide and help
the students to complete the race.
I have been teaching spirituality
for more than 10 years. I find that teaching from the materials provided is not
enough. I realize that giving the learners the knowledge is useless unless they
put this knowledge into practise. In order for that to happen, they must be
motivated into taking actions to make changes in their daily lives. For
instance, I have explained clearly the benefits of a vegetarian diet, but none
of the learners will enjoy the benefits unless they make changes in their
eating habits. So, the knowledge does not mean getting any results unless there
is action taken to apply the knowledge.
After moving to Canada, teaching
here has become more of sharing as the learners love to interact with each
other. This is challenging to me at first as it is difficult to predict what course
the discussion will take us. However I find that with this lively exchanges, we
have built a closer relationship. Also I have learnt to lower my ego, since I have
to be prepared to share my weaknesses and limitations. After all, Elbert
Hubbard said “the teacher is the one who gets the most out of the lessons and
the true teacher is the learner.”
I have described that curriculum
as a non-living thing and it is the teacher to make the knowledge alive to inspire
the learners to understand, explore, and adopt the knowledge into their lives. Moreover
in teaching spirituality, it is almost
impossible to deliver good teaching without experiencing it yourself first hand.
Spiritual knowledge cannot be achieved only from books but a great deal of
study and personal self-development into our inner self. It requires time to develop
true wisdom and a grounded, authentic spirituality. After we develop it in ourselves, we then can make
great progress in teaching spirituality.
Reference
Egan, K. (2003). What Is Curriculum? Journal of the Canadian Association
for Curriculum Studies, page 6.
John Arul Phillips (2008) Fundamentals of Curriculum, Instruction and Research
in Education, page 4.
Susan K. MacRae To be Human
with Other Humans A Caregiver’s
Narrative